Biography

I'm Shirley. I've got a rare surname which I dun really like.

Going 19 on 11052011.

I can be VERY noisy at times...
Jux bear with mii:)

Sweetdesires

♥ U can get it for my bdae present ♥
*hint*

Grow my hair long enough to curl it [Done]
Taiwan (I'll be thr somedae)
Korea (U're nxt)
Open a fixed bank acc
Get a BF (NAH! hahas)

Tagboard

Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

My Blogshop ♥JiaJia Laopo
♥Bear Bear
♥XiuXia
♥Jasmine

Pastentries

Go back to find out stuffs bout mi in the Past

♥ July 2008
♥ August 2008
♥ October 2008
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ March 2011

Creditorials

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

It has been almost a year since my last post.

I just feel like saying out my thoughts which has been on my mind for a long time.

......

After Jiajia's blog, I literally cried.

I just have a sudden thought that we really hang out often. We can go like weeks without even going out for a simple meal. Actually it makes me feel kinda sad.

Even when we meet, I feel like I have missed out alot of her things. We dun chat through phonecalls anymore, even msn chats. Even when wanna go out, I'm also not sure when is she free or will she be free that day. Slowly, I dun even dare or want to ask her out. I get disappointed when I received negative answers.

Ever since poly starts, I already got the thinking that we might be meeting up less often because of different timetables, or exam periods. I just hope that it does not come true.

Maybe is because I dun have much friends. I don't like going out with friends that Im not that really close with. It just feels kinda weird. I envy my sister that she can go out everyday with her friends and it makes me feel Im a loner without friends who stays at home all the time. I too wish to go out everyday with my friends.

Im quite jealous when Jiajia said that she is going out with her poly friends. I will think: " What about me? I wanna go too! "

I gonna stop writing or Im gonna cry soon.