Thursday, February 25, 2010
feeling sick nw...
dunno eat dao wad...stomach nt well for whole day...is it the malay stalll...but yichong oso ate thr de food wad?!
i should hv jux tell my sis tt i nt feeling well n go home...whn burger king be4 shopping at bugis. Eat halfway jiu feel like vomiting le...i reli vomited wad i ate 2dae. Feel better after vomiting.
So...cont shopping lo...feeling quite ok during shopping...
Slept in train on the way back home...woke up feeling weird...feelin getting stronger as i walked to interchange...
I jux walk in the bus without tapping my card...couldnt find seat...so stand lo...start to feel giddy le...thn...my laptop drop...i try searching 4 it...but my vision whn blur...a kind lady picked it u 4 mi n passed it to mi...(during the whole journey...my sis had her back facing mi...so she doesnt even noe i almost fainted.) whn the bus reached my stop...i asked my sis to carry my laptop 4 mi...it reli feel like carrying a stone tt weighs a ton...but she jux said she's goin 2 mit her fren 2 take something...so i get down the bus myself...
I reli cant tahan liao...sat at bus stop 4 awhile...i reli cant cross the road in tis state...after a few mins...better le...crossed the road...luckily onli 1 car. Damn...still gt stairs...finally went up the stairs...n walked reli slowly...n weakly 2 the lift...as i went into the lift...i straight away squat down at a corner. I felt like im walking like a drunk person...i fell to the floor as soon as i step into my hse...my parents were shocked...did i mention i was wearing heels the whole time...reli super suay 2dae...
damn...feel like vomiting again...breaking in cold sweat!!!
♥I'm Still Going On
1:15 AM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
would my frens be able to celebrate my bdae wif mi?
although i noe tt my bdae is still gt lke few mths...but i jux so worried tt it'll be like last yr...n it's my 18 bdae tis yr...i wish tt my fens would acc mi...sobs...but my bdae is on wkday again...so no hope bah...sobs...waaaah!!!
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11:58 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
should hv posted on 2nd of CNY...but tired n busy at night.
anyway...tis yr CNY was so diff frm past yrs...is it cux of my ah ma passed away...or we all hv grown older...the elders hv gone weaker....
my ah zor(great-grandmother) had reli gone reli weak within a yr...last yr...she still could walk around...but tis yr...she is sitting on a wheelchair n had a tube through her nose.
im almos 18 tis yr...but all of thm seems to be older 10yrs within a yr. time reli catches up wif ppl real fast.
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2:25 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
Valentine's n CNY 2dae...
Valentine...i've been goin through tis dae alone for 17 yrs...so it jux like another dae for mi.
CNY!!! Hong Bao daes!!! Lots Of Steamboats...tt will make mi even fatter.
2dae is a super tiring dae...n wif the unfriendly sun. I almost wanted to cry tis morning...i jux couldnt get my eye makeup rite...i almost wan crazy...n dad kip calling mi 2 hurry...in the end my rm like jux whn in to war like tt...big mess!!!
1st stop: Foo Hai Ch'an Monastery
tis is the 1st yr tt ah ma nvr spend CNY wif us...seems weird
2nd stop: Renci Hospital
my cousin called last min to tell us they r around the area...so they picked us up to visit my 3rd uncle. Saw him...he seems to be alot better than whn i last saw him(which was a long time ago)
3rd stop: Godmother hse
Finally a place whr i could relax myself...n rest my tired legs...n fill my hungry stomach. Gt 2 drink my fav red dates tea(its super yummy!!!). slack thr for 1 hr be4 going 2 nxt stop.
stupid taxis...put busy if u dun wan 2 pick up customers lah...idiot one...c alot empty taxis...but non of them wan to earn money one.
4th stop: ah ma hse
ah ma getting skinner each time i go visit her...wats up wif doctors nowadays. kip scanning n checking...in the end onli gv medicines medicines medicines...they study so much to become a doctor 4 wad...cheat ppl money ar. nvm...stop toking bout thm le...ruin my mood...i reli hope my uncle could get married soon...so i could get another ang bao each yr...(my cousin gt married...but she dun gv mi ang bao one lehx)
Final stop: HOME!!!
So tired n felt i very dirty...cux alot of sweat...weather too hot le lah...die lah...tml hw...intending to wear jeans de...cfm heatstroke liao.
♥I'm Still Going On
12:12 AM
Monday, February 8, 2010
Had so much fun Sat night.
Went TPY for reunion dinner. I din sat wif my parents...my sis n i sat wif ah teck shu shu n some of my cousins. They were quite funny. Actually tis is the 1st tt i had fun wif my fater's side relatives.
After dinner, 6 of us whn top one to k ovrnite. gt 2 wan go pa tor 1st be4 coming ovr to mit us. hais...couples. The whole nite was like very high...thn lifeless...thn high again. n spamming smoke by my guy cousins. the whole rm was like a club wif the disco lights one. if u stand outside the door...u couldnt even c a thing inside. the smoke is a gd thing oso lah...cux whn the staff outside seem to saw the vodka we bought frm outside...they start spamming the smoke...hahas. but the smoke choked mi while im singing. I din reli pick much songs...cux i could sing most of the songs they pick. hahas...i reli noe alot of songs sia.
end at bout 5.30...cant reli rmb...still spam smoke be4 we leave. took taxi bak home since the mrt still nt open yet. cab fare is so damn ex...$24 exactly...stupid 50% xtra charge. Eat Mc wif sis. Went home...straight away remove makeup...clean up...hit straight to bed...slept for more than 10hr..im reli a pig. OINK
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3:15 AM
Friday, February 5, 2010
jux read her blog...i cried.
it was worst thn wad i tot. tis kinda ppl,should be given a big, tight slap n kick him in between his legs, everytime u c him. should hv called the police 2 get him in jail, to prevent him frm hurting anymore gals.
♥I'm Still Going On
1:50 AM
恋爱对我来说，渐渐，不再是我想尝试的。
它，慢慢变成，我不想伸手去触摸的东西。
如果还爱她，为何要伤害她？
如果还爱他，为何不珍惜她？
到了现在，才说会改！
伤害一次不够，难道还要第二次吗？
如果就轻易原谅你，她岂不是笨蛋！
男生说会保护你，不让任何人伤害你。
但，他自己呢？
伤害我们最深的，往往都是那些说要保护你的男生。
女生，为什么要男生保护？
学会保护自己，也好过让他们伤害我们。
爱情，不像童话故事里的，白雪公主或灰姑娘，和心爱的白马王子过着幸福的日子。
现实生活的爱情，有争吵，有泪水。
女生们，小时候都被童话故事给骗了。
和白马王子过着幸福美满的日子，可能吗？
♥I'm Still Going On
1:03 AM
Grow my hair long enough to curl it [Done]