I just feel like saying out my thoughts which has been on my mind for a long time.
......
After Jiajia's blog, I literally cried.
I just have a sudden thought that we really hang out often. We can go like weeks without even going out for a simple meal. Actually it makes me feel kinda sad.
Even when we meet, I feel like I have missed out alot of her things. We dun chat through phonecalls anymore, even msn chats. Even when wanna go out, I'm also not sure when is she free or will she be free that day. Slowly, I dun even dare or want to ask her out. I get disappointed when I received negative answers.
Ever since poly starts, I already got the thinking that we might be meeting up less often because of different timetables, or exam periods. I just hope that it does not come true.
Maybe is because I dun have much friends. I don't like going out with friends that Im not that really close with. It just feels kinda weird. I envy my sister that she can go out everyday with her friends and it makes me feel Im a loner without friends who stays at home all the time. I too wish to go out everyday with my friends.
Im quite jealous when Jiajia said that she is going out with her poly friends. I will think: " What about me? I wanna go too! "
I gonna stop writing or Im gonna cry soon.
♥I'm Still Going On 12:49 AM
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Celebration of Jia Jia bdae begins at 12.30pm....but almost everyone reached around 12.45pm...standard. Ip man 2 at cwp, cinema 4, 2.45pm, 1st row!!! I tot Ip man 2 will be those very serious and boring movie becuz 甄子丹 is the lead. But it was actually quite funny too. I might go watch Ip man 1 bah. The moves whr reli cool. Fast and swift. And. 'Bruce Lee' came along at the end of the movie. Lol.
Bbq & steamboat @ GeylangI got very angry of a guy who kip giving us the wrong soup base. We said tom yam like dunno hw many time, he kip serving the spicy soup base. In the end, we asked another waitress to change the soup. Finally she gt it correct. Then tt forgetful waiter come n scold us, he say whn he say spicy soup thn we say 'ok'. But wat we wanted is tomyam, y would we say ok to spicy soup. Idiot guy, come scold customer whn he gt scolded by boss. Bad service attitude.
Their bbq was nt bad, quite delicious. We dun bbq the food ourselves, instead we just get whch type of food we wanted and put the clip on the plate n gv it to thm. They will bbq it n serve it to us. They oso gv each table fresh live prawns, crab, scallop wif shell and fake abalone. The waiter taught us hw to kill the prawn 1st be4 putting it in the soup. We hv to scald it wif the hot soup to kill it. It's very scary, the prawns will jump whn we pour in the soup. Actually i didn't eat alot 2dae, cux vc jia n lson oso nvr eat alot so...no mood bah. But the guys eat...scary!!! Searching for prostitute @ Geylang streets Whn they say tt, i was at 1st curious, but scared ltr on. Tis is the 1st I ever felt so insecured. Cux guys along the streets kip lookng at us...like we r...u noe! But luckily Terence they protected us all the way. They surrounded us. Hahahas! We went through rows of houses, wif those inside thr. Through dark alley wihich r reli scary, cux u noe those bangalah is dark skin, so they camouflage, thn u cant c thm. N 1 place which I was scared of the most, dunno wat reason, jux feel tt it is scary. A street with 2 rows of houses at the side and the end of it is another row of house..imagine like a T shape. It like u cant c the light frm opp street. I immediately grab on lson once i step in thr. In the end, thr were no prostitutes standing along the streets, we onli gt stares frm lao ti gor. Thn Alex n Bryan still gt the mood to count hw many stares we gt, n of course VC is the winner. Cux of the short shorts she wore. Fianlly the guy fnally noe tt we were scared(onli mi n Jia), they suggested tt we should go home 1st. Tt VC still say walk 1 more street, cux she is walking in front, so she cant c hw the guys look at her whn they walked past her. Im standing behind, so I cant c hw those prevert looked at her!!!
So they walked us bak to mrt station, onl we gals, lson and GC went home, other cont their 'tour'. We gals n lson reli dun wan cont liao, but GC is bo bian, he hv to go 拜拜. We acc him took the train to JE, which is a reli long way. N I accidentally stepped on a guy's foot, n im wearing my super high heels. VC said his face was like...WOAH!!!! He tell mi ' ur heels reli...wow!' He gt so scared n moved away to another side. Ps lorx, reli dun mean it, cux train is shaky n my feet reli hurt frm the 'tour'.
I reli feel like writing an essay!
♥I'm Still Going On 1:40 AM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Tml laopo JiaJia bdae lo...which is 2dae le lah.
She say she nt feeling welll. Ke lian de JiaJia, feeling ill on her bdae. Nvm...gv u a kissssss...*muacks*
Tml no sch. Wake up at 11am. Thn cook maggie, my pathetic lunch. Watch video or movie while eating. Do 3d vehicle. (MAYA!!!!) Thn prepare to go out mit laopos n bear.
Decided to skip vacuming...i reli dun like do lehx. Maybe will do if I feel like doing?
My blog is nw like no one come liao lo...onli me happy writing for dunno wad use.
♥I'm Still Going On 3:15 AM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Reli wan cry liao...
It's onli like 3 dae thn i'm so stress out le. Gt ppl tell mi say things ex...thn say wan website gt prob...thn still like no ppl ordering...should i jux end it n jux cont wif my normal life. I reli scared i might screw up.
I'm reli the type tt reli take in ppl's words seriously, even they r kidding sometimes. But these words reli stucked n my head.
Gt 1 person say wan supply frm mi, i jux started so still nt sure bout many things. Thn i jux tell her i can order for her with an extra charge. Thn she say so the xtra u earn lah. I dunno she mean to be jk or serius de. But i did go tink alot becux of tt sentence she said.
Should i ask someone to help mi with the shop or ask someone to co-partner wif mi...Or should i jux end it somehw. I reli scared something will go wrong.
♥I'm Still Going On 7:32 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
YAY!!!
todae finally went to meet the gal who wanted to buy my palette n brushes since like wks ago bah. So hot todae, i waited for 15 mins, thn i sweat like running tap like tt. Worst of all, i nvr bring tissues. Finally she came! Paid mi half 1st, but still is my 1st customer:)
♥I'm Still Going On 5:53 PM
Still busying wif my online shop...
But managed to hv some fun on thurs n sat.
Went to JiaJia hse on thurs, cux i reli nth do...bored at home. Of course, we SINGed. She bought me a cap frm her trip to nanjing for GEMS. She gt sore throat tt day, so she sang alot of the guys' parts. If nt always i sing de. In the end...i sing till i wan slp liao. My mum lo...say mit her at 4+...in the end she told mi she hv OT...I waited her till 8+. So hungry!!! Jia's sis still making mi more hungry by buying dinner for JiaJia:(
On sat, we went sentosa to celeb cindy's belated bdae. shld be 5gals n 2guys go...in the end onli 4 gals. But nvm, we still had alot of fun. I slept at 5am the nite be4...or shld i say on tt morning, jux becux after i fin baking the cake(rebake 1 time!!!) i still dun wan go slp...watch movie. Woke up at 9...tired! Skipping small details...Finally we reached sentosa wif onli 3 of us(jas late...hahas).
Playing in the waters without getting ourselves wet from waist above...Eat the delicious foods...conquering the ants...Some weird foreigner took a pic wif cindy(wooh)...Jas arrive wif her pizza wif little bit of cheese...saw a weird guy having a photoshoot for his doll...set off to vivo wif cindy wearing a skirt finally...planned for movie but gv gv us wrong tickets...refunded...fashion show at the timing whn we shld be at the movies...saw a super duper cute guy with a charming smile(im fainting!!!)...Went to the top floor to the place whr we can 'wash' our feet...took funny pics...Final Stop...HOME!!!
I jux wanna drop dead at bed whn i went home...BUT...ghost whispere is showing jux the time i reached home...so jux try to open my eys to watch finish the show...finally finished...n my eyes are too tired to work...drop dead on bed....zzz
todae the 1st offically dae tt my online shop started!!! So excited!!! So ppl...pls support:)
♥I'm Still Going On 2:01 AM
Friday, April 9, 2010
Changed my blog skin!!!
But still dunno hw put my own pic on the porfile thr...size prob!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 2:45 AM
YAY!!!
My online shop is finally done!!! Took longer time thn expected. But finally done:)
I'm planning to offically "open" it on mon 12/04/2010. Cux will be busy tis few days with other things.
Results till same same lah...like always gt pass jiu can le. Luckily didnt fail any module but my gpa...hais...1.91!!! Other ppl nvr get 3 jiu wan cry wan die liao...if they get tis result...confirm go jump off building le.
After job at IT show, jiu rot at home for 1 whole wk. Nobody ask mi go out, even if gt people ask mi go out, i oso no money. I'm a poor gal. SOBS!
After tt wk, mon went out wif my laopos. I initiated to ask thm go out, if nt they dou dun bother lo. Went to ION 1st, cux i wan c wad do they hv in Sephora. Thing look nice, but DAMN EX!!! Go thr c c can lah, buy jiu...hais. Walked around ION for awhile. Nvr go be4. C thr gt wad branded and expensive stuffs. Cux of the rain, we took 1 big round to get to Far East. Everytime i get thr, i always say i wan buy clothes, n the end always come out empty handed. Finally, i bought 1 t-shirt with VC. But most my money were spent on food. I ate mos at cwp for lunch. Thn reach Far East, we ate ...ehhhh...i dunno call wad lah...like...snow ice with some fruits. I ate the grape, VC ate strawberry one...thn jia ate the choc with oreo one. Thn for dinner we eat wonton mee with xtra plate of fried wonton. We ate alot tt day. N vc ate alot oso...(tot she on diet??)
After tt day, the rotting progress continues to Fri. Skipped orientation camp. Even go thr oso waste time. I'm on standby de. If i go training, but they dun nid my help. Wad is the use of going to training!
My dad made me collect his medicine for him. Shouldnt hv tell him I skipped orientation camp! Went to polyclinic to collect medicine. My dad say he pay for the medicine le. But the pharmacy asked mi to pay for dunno wad. Luckily daddy gv mi money in the morning le. Since at Marsiling le, go find vc acc mi go eat lunch. Spend alot money on my remover n foundation refill. N 1 thing i spend dao very buay song is i hv to buy brown eyeshadow cux my sis nid to use it for the stupid WRSS anniversary public performance. N which sch celebrate their anniversary with public performance every yr!!!! Tt Kok Kok very smart lo...go public performance nid tickets, so she can raise fund for sch. but who ask her spend so much of sch's fund!! Say dao her i jiu angry!!
Been trying to recreate another blogshop. I nt so familiar with the html n css codes...so i dunno hw to creat links to link to some places in Blogger. So i use another website to create blogshop. It's reli much easier. It's still under-construction. Hoping can fin by nxt wk. Apart frm selling my unwanted stuff(which actually nt many ppl wan to buy...they wan swaps), i hoping to find some sprees to earn money. Recently found 1 which sells korean accessories. Their stuffs r reli nice. Tt is the onli 1 tt i found. I wan to find for clothes n cosemetics oso. For clothes de, gt alot but nt very nice. Cosemetics...reli hard to find. I reli envy those ppl who found those cosemetics sprees or instocks. But in my case, instocks is reli nt for mi. I dun hv to money to buy, even if i hv, wad if nobody wans to buy it. Or still hv some instocks left. I'm reli scared of risks. Anyway, wish mi luck in finding the sprees n inform mi if u notice 1.
Ok...done wif my long post...n reli full of craps n complains... Off to Bed!
♥I'm Still Going On 2:12 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Work!!!!
Lasted for 3 daes...suppose to be 4 de. We lorx...stupid one...gv out flyer too fast liao...in the end nt enough flyers for last dae. hais...in the end work onli 3 daes...means onli 3 dae de pay!!!
but had lots of fun. we cheated oso...hahas! we gather other brand de flyers then gv out as 1...hahas! even the security guard thr is funny...kip singing...hahas
even though tml no work...oso goin down kpo them...help thm clear their flyers...
actually wan post day by day de...but everyday go home too tired le
♥I'm Still Going On 2:38 AM
Monday, March 8, 2010
Holidae lo...
1st mission is to work n pay back my dad. cux i dun wan to owe him money...he will nag mi for it..very irritating.
2nd...play of course...but NO MONEY!!!
i tink i sot liao...i wan money yet i dun feel lke working. i gt a job le...onli last for 4 daes...after tt i jiu dun feel like working liao lehx...but like tt nt enough money pay daddy back...damn...i shouldnt hv buy iphone one...
Anyway...happie holidaes for mi...n my frens ^v^
♥I'm Still Going On 6:19 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
feeling sick nw...
dunno eat dao wad...stomach nt well for whole day...is it the malay stalll...but yichong oso ate thr de food wad?!
i should hv jux tell my sis tt i nt feeling well n go home...whn burger king be4 shopping at bugis. Eat halfway jiu feel like vomiting le...i reli vomited wad i ate 2dae. Feel better after vomiting.
So...cont shopping lo...feeling quite ok during shopping...
Slept in train on the way back home...woke up feeling weird...feelin getting stronger as i walked to interchange...
I jux walk in the bus without tapping my card...couldnt find seat...so stand lo...start to feel giddy le...thn...my laptop drop...i try searching 4 it...but my vision whn blur...a kind lady picked it u 4 mi n passed it to mi...(during the whole journey...my sis had her back facing mi...so she doesnt even noe i almost fainted.) whn the bus reached my stop...i asked my sis to carry my laptop 4 mi...it reli feel like carrying a stone tt weighs a ton...but she jux said she's goin 2 mit her fren 2 take something...so i get down the bus myself...
I reli cant tahan liao...sat at bus stop 4 awhile...i reli cant cross the road in tis state...after a few mins...better le...crossed the road...luckily onli 1 car. Damn...still gt stairs...finally went up the stairs...n walked reli slowly...n weakly 2 the lift...as i went into the lift...i straight away squat down at a corner. I felt like im walking like a drunk person...i fell to the floor as soon as i step into my hse...my parents were shocked...did i mention i was wearing heels the whole time...reli super suay 2dae...
damn...feel like vomiting again...breaking in cold sweat!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 1:15 AM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
would my frens be able to celebrate my bdae wif mi?
although i noe tt my bdae is still gt lke few mths...but i jux so worried tt it'll be like last yr...n it's my 18 bdae tis yr...i wish tt my fens would acc mi...sobs...but my bdae is on wkday again...so no hope bah...sobs...waaaah!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 11:58 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
should hv posted on 2nd of CNY...but tired n busy at night.
anyway...tis yr CNY was so diff frm past yrs...is it cux of my ah ma passed away...or we all hv grown older...the elders hv gone weaker....
my ah zor(great-grandmother) had reli gone reli weak within a yr...last yr...she still could walk around...but tis yr...she is sitting on a wheelchair n had a tube through her nose.
im almos 18 tis yr...but all of thm seems to be older 10yrs within a yr. time reli catches up wif ppl real fast.
♥I'm Still Going On 2:25 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
Valentine's n CNY 2dae...
Valentine...i've been goin through tis dae alone for 17 yrs...so it jux like another dae for mi.
CNY!!! Hong Bao daes!!! Lots Of Steamboats...tt will make mi even fatter.
2dae is a super tiring dae...n wif the unfriendly sun. I almost wanted to cry tis morning...i jux couldnt get my eye makeup rite...i almost wan crazy...n dad kip calling mi 2 hurry...in the end my rm like jux whn in to war like tt...big mess!!!
1st stop: Foo Hai Ch'an Monastery tis is the 1st yr tt ah ma nvr spend CNY wif us...seems weird
2nd stop: Renci Hospital my cousin called last min to tell us they r around the area...so they picked us up to visit my 3rd uncle. Saw him...he seems to be alot better than whn i last saw him(which was a long time ago)
3rd stop: Godmother hse Finally a place whr i could relax myself...n rest my tired legs...n fill my hungry stomach. Gt 2 drink my fav red dates tea(its super yummy!!!). slack thr for 1 hr be4 going 2 nxt stop.
stupid taxis...put busy if u dun wan 2 pick up customers lah...idiot one...c alot empty taxis...but non of them wan to earn money one.
4th stop: ah ma hse ah ma getting skinner each time i go visit her...wats up wif doctors nowadays. kip scanning n checking...in the end onli gv medicines medicines medicines...they study so much to become a doctor 4 wad...cheat ppl money ar. nvm...stop toking bout thm le...ruin my mood...i reli hope my uncle could get married soon...so i could get another ang bao each yr...(my cousin gt married...but she dun gv mi ang bao one lehx)
Final stop: HOME!!! So tired n felt i very dirty...cux alot of sweat...weather too hot le lah...die lah...tml hw...intending to wear jeans de...cfm heatstroke liao.
♥I'm Still Going On 12:12 AM
Monday, February 8, 2010
Had so much fun Sat night.
Went TPY for reunion dinner. I din sat wif my parents...my sis n i sat wif ah teck shu shu n some of my cousins. They were quite funny. Actually tis is the 1st tt i had fun wif my fater's side relatives.
After dinner, 6 of us whn top one to k ovrnite. gt 2 wan go pa tor 1st be4 coming ovr to mit us. hais...couples. The whole nite was like very high...thn lifeless...thn high again. n spamming smoke by my guy cousins. the whole rm was like a club wif the disco lights one. if u stand outside the door...u couldnt even c a thing inside. the smoke is a gd thing oso lah...cux whn the staff outside seem to saw the vodka we bought frm outside...they start spamming the smoke...hahas. but the smoke choked mi while im singing. I din reli pick much songs...cux i could sing most of the songs they pick. hahas...i reli noe alot of songs sia.
end at bout 5.30...cant reli rmb...still spam smoke be4 we leave. took taxi bak home since the mrt still nt open yet. cab fare is so damn ex...$24 exactly...stupid 50% xtra charge. Eat Mc wif sis. Went home...straight away remove makeup...clean up...hit straight to bed...slept for more than 10hr..im reli a pig. OINK
♥I'm Still Going On 3:15 AM
Friday, February 5, 2010
jux read her blog...i cried.
it was worst thn wad i tot. tis kinda ppl,should be given a big, tight slap n kick him in between his legs, everytime u c him. should hv called the police 2 get him in jail, to prevent him frm hurting anymore gals.
Class at 8am.(woke up at 7...late by 20 mins...luckily teacher will reach onli at 9) Class ended at 11 Lunch Trying to look for a animation room tt is available. (thr is onli 2 animation rms) Doing layout n slacking at the same time. animation rm finally available. Stuck in thr for more than 4hrs. (shouldn't hv gone to view the night scenery.) Finished around 9.30pm (means im in sch 4 more than 12hrs)
Tts is hw another day is ruined cux of HOMEWORKS
♥I'm Still Going On 1:18 AM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
So stressed up now!!!
Jux 1 more mths to CNY, which means bout 1 more mth til our semester project. Then after SP jiu hols le. After hols, we r YR 2 le. Everything seems to move on so fast...too fast.
Get bak on my homework le...still gt lots of things...especially storyboard!!! Die le!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 11:29 PM
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Last day of 2009.
Yet I'm staying at home staring at the screen typing tis post.
Thinking tt my frens n my sis are all out thr celebrating the coming of 2010, i felt so lonely.
Frens...I've got quite alot...or should I say quite a few frens.
My frens are nw wif their frens out thr celebrating Or some are at home cux of some reasons Or some are like mi?
Seriously, I hate the coming of 2010! I even hate 2009.
Throughout the yr, the feel of loneliness is getting stronger n stronger. I even gt tis instinct tt it will nvr stop growing.
I should stop writing...if nt i could reli burst out of tears nw.
Anyway...Happy New Year to all...except mi
♥I'm Still Going On 7:03 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
MerryChristmasto all!!!
It's Christmas now.
Still feels time passing by too fast. Still feels bored sometimes. Still feels I lost something this year.
What exactly is the thing that I lost?
Hope I can find it back next year!
♥I'm Still Going On 3:17 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Holiday started from the moment i stepped out of the classroom.
2009 will end jux be4 the 2 wks holiday ends. Tis yr is a short one. 4 mths rotting at home. Sch days passes when we r rushing through our assignments.
Few more days 2 Christmas Less than 2 wks to NewYear
I did my drawing till 3+ last nite...damn tired! I intend go slp thn wake up at 6. In the end, i snoozed my alarm n cont slping. I was awakened by my dad. He gt a relapse again...mux be his fever.
Damn! It was 8+ liao...sure cant finish liao.
In the end, i nvr finish all the drawings. Dun care liao lah...Fail jiu fail lorx:(
JimmyKang told us to do a very funny thing in class 2dae...He told us to take off our shoes n sit in a circle. He wan ask to draw a front view n a side view of our foot. so we all took reference frm each others' feet.
After lesson, i felt so relax. Cux another tiring n busy wk had jux ended. Nw time for dinner, went to PepperLunch n spent the $$ for karaoke on my food.
Then went back to cwp...buy things. I dunno go in n out of cwp hw many times liao...1st lindsay 4gt to buy her dog's cushion..went bak in. Thn my mum called to said she is in cwp...went bak in again.
Wah...2dae I qiao my mum some money...bought my foundation(box so nice) n a lipstick. Thn she still gv mi $$ for karaoke. Woohoo!!!
Thn we went home...quite late le. Dunno 2dae 3 of us so crazy. Do alot silly stuffs n funny things. It hv been such a long time ever since we had so much fun n laughters! I luv my mum n my baobei sista <3
♥I'm Still Going On 12:01 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
I came to realise tt...I've been spending lots of $money$. Since sch starts...diff lecturers asked us to buy materials for our modules...N the things they nid r nt cheap. OMG!!! I cant possibly kip asking my dad for money to buy those stufs...he will get angry...later he dun gv mi poket money thn i jiu die liao. But my pocket money is nt enought to buy all those stuffs. N nw i oso came to realise tt my pocket money is nt enough for mi to buy others things...like my makeups n cant go shopping wif tt little bit of money. N asking my dad for money was like...so hard....mux see his mood. N i cant possibly kip asking him for money. I rmb xx said tt she feel it's alright to ask parents for money nw, cux in future we will take care of them...So it's like we spend their money 1st, thn in future they'll spend ours. I agrees wif her...onli partially...we should spend their money, but shouldn't be too overbroad. I dunno y i suddenly write bout tis...maybe jux becux tis money prob reli make mi fan bah.
♥I'm Still Going On 12:01 AM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Now lets tok bout 2dae!!!
Zigui called mi in the morning, asked mi wan go play pool? Becux he 4gt 2 check his mail n so he didnt noe tt his lesson in the morning was cancelled. Meaning he still went 2 sch like 9am(the lesson time should be 8am). I was so pissed off...y do ppl hv 2 wake mi up be4 the time tt i set on my alarm? In the end, i nvr go...cux of the HW...i had 2 mit the gals 2 discuss bout it earlier be4 the lesson.
Then in the end i woke up 11++(i set my alarm at 10am). So hv 2 rush abit lo. On the train, Lindsay n i saw 1 auntie super kiasu. She ran straight 2 the empty seat immediately after she stepped on the train...it was like she had saw tt seat even be4 she boarded the train. Haiz...Singaporean Aunties
When we reached sch, we hv our lunch 1st be4 going 2 lib 2 do the hw. When we start discussing, we realised tt we had no idea of wad should we do 4 tis hw. So we asked Yichong 4 help, n we gt his grp's ppt as reference. Then blah blah blah...boring stuffs...we ended class abit earlier.
Then we went 2 bugis 4 our steamboat...last min plan one. We like went 2 few places 2 check out the variety of food they had. Then finally decided on the tian tian...cux quite alot of food thr. At 1st we saw alot of food, but the ones tt we reli like de...always like dun hv one...cux when they jux refill the eg. crab...the moment we go in 2 take...empty liao...nt even 5 mins. But we still eat quite alot n suffered alot...cux of the bbq...Pain!!!
Then we went home lo...n Jas is nt feeling quite well...i tink cux eat too much le bah...
Anyways, hving quite lots of fun 2dae...during chats n observing 'chickens'...n hotels...hahas
♥I'm Still Going On 1:07 AM
Yesterday is the 1st dae of the new sem. I'm sort of quite excited bout it, cux it has been a long time since i last saw them. But the hols nvr seems 2 changed us.
The new moules seems 2 be quite fun except the Game Project Management. The teacher is damn boring n sound weird...it's like he is changing his accent every nw n then. The Digital Art Studio seems 2 be quite fun, but after we were asked 2 create a photo by the theme "Love" with 2 or more photos, i was so pissed off by Photoshop(Ps) or should i say the sch's com...it jux kips on hanging. But i learn alot of stuff bout Ps yesterday oso. Now is the expensive Animation Fundamentals. Y i say expensive is tt we had 2 buy the animation field chart n other stuffs...which r nt cheap!!! N 1 of the things we nid 2 buy is like normal transparency but with few more holes...Cost $5 or 6!!!
N we had hw jux on the 1st dae of sch...haiz...stupid!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 12:52 AM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I reli feel tt is my fault. I shouldn't had when down tt dae. Y so unlucky her boss came down? N worse of all...i was inside the kiosk. If i didnt went down 2 help her, if i jux stay at home stare at my laptop...maybe she wont get scolded by her stupid boss bah.
She cried...seeing her cry...i 心痛sia. Her boss oso reli too much lah. She say wad "I'm nt scolding u all..." then blah blah blah. It's so obvious tt she is scolding lorx. Then she still say wad if vc thy all bring frens in the kiosk, then the auntie behind lose money or mooncake...she will put the blame on them...cux they brought strangesr in the kiosk(which is saying mi lah). According 2 VC de 解说, tt stupid boss is implying tt i am the thief who steals the money n mooncakes. I oso nt sure if tt was wad she is trying 2 say, i onli stand thr diam diam. She nt toking 2 mi oso mah. Then the worst thing is...she say their kiosk lose money...i will be the prime suspect...but the amount they lost is...$14!!! WTH!!! If i wan steal oso wont steal $14 lah...Thr gt so many $50 note...wan steal oso steal tt wad...wad a stupid person she is!!!
I'm goin 2 stop le...if wan continue...i can go forever...
Oya...we came up wif a name for VC's stupid temp bosss...which is...压王!!! It is the short form 4...压坏东西大王!!! I noe is very lame lah n onli vc n noe wad is the joke about.
♥I'm Still Going On 11:10 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
I woke up 5+ in the morning...which was like so damn early lo. Then Jia called me saying tt she dun dare come my hse cux thr s no one in the streets n quite dark at tt time. Then in the end her dad drove her 2 my hse, so we 顺便 go vc's hse in her dad's van.
When we reach vc's hse...OMG...she jux woke up!!! Then we went to put down our things n we didnt realise tt vc go bak 2 slp liao. Then we finally realise vc is missing, so we went 2 her rm 2 find her lo. When i step into her rm...i c no one. So i look around 2 find her...n...she is jux rite in front on the bed, totally covered up with her soft toys. Then we dun care her n let her slp lah...习惯了. Then we started 2 prepared the food n so boring...i dun wan say lah. Then Kian came...vc opened the door n go bak slp again...lol.
After some time, she finally woke up. Then Elson they all came liao...sitting on the floor playing poker cards.
And i do the sushi do dao i was so tired. Then i wan die liao...dun wan do liao...jiu go out watch tv...anyway the food onli left abit...let vc do lah...hehex. Then we dunno y gathered in vc's rm...some watch video, n i lie on the bed...tired!!! ok then blah blah blah...
We mit on cwp then took bus 2 ecp...then we realise we should jux mit everyone at vc's hse n no nid waste my ez link card fare. Then i jux slp through the ride on bus.
N then...OMG!!! Ecp was sooooooooooooooo crowded...so mani Malays n some ppl very idiot one...1 mother n a baby pram...霸占the whole bbq pit. Then we finally found a spot whr we could sit on the grass...n the mat was so small...nvm lah...dun care liao. Thn we jiu start eating...so hungry liao. N no one ate my muffin...sob...onli vc n roy...waste my time making it.
After eating, the guys go skating, onli JR nvr go...i 4gt y he dun wan go liao. Then we jiu play poker cards lo...play halfway then my mum called...the most irritating part!!! She say she go down 4 lunch then when she wan go bak 2 the ward...the murse say visiting hrs ovr...mux wait till 5pm. Thn she ask mi go down 2 SGH.
I was like...i onli reached ecp nt even 1hr bah...sua lah...谁叫她是我 mummy. So i took a taxi down lo...cux i dunno hw 2 take bus go thr. Walao...the taxi uncle say he tot i was a maid hu noe hw 2 speak chinese...walaoeh...i gt so cham mah!!!
Then jux go on visting my ah ma n nth 2 say le lah.
When i reach home i jiu go slp till 11+...thn nw cant slp liao...hais
My outing jux gt ruined by my mum...
♥I'm Still Going On 2:28 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Finally ovr le...
Hospitalized
Fever
Heart Attack
Passed Away
Funeral
Prayers
Cremated
My beloved ah ma...will always live in our heart.
♥I'm Still Going On 12:39 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Shocking news tt made mi realise tt life is reli short. Some things can jux suddenly disappear in life. Regrets...tts reli wat im tinking nw...y i didnt cherish it when its still wif mi.
♥I'm Still Going On 1:29 AM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
人的一生
无知 刚出世的时候。在学习知识的时候。
浪费 年少轻狂的时候。觉得自己还年轻，有很多时间的时候。每天在浪费时间的时候。
等待 等待工作的时候。等待爱情的时后。
牺牲 为另一半牺牲的时候。为子女牺牲的时候。为家人牺牲的时候。
痛苦 子女渐渐远离自己的时候。百病缠身的时候。
解放 闭上双眼，没任何感觉，喜怒哀乐已是过去的时候。
♥I'm Still Going On 11:22 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009
hahas...suan shi 1st day of holidays bah
I woke up like 8+ in the morning, in case i will be late again. But in the end tt jiajia, she woke up at 9+...our miting time is 9.30 lehx. Nvm, so i jux wait till she's ready lo. In the end, the miting time became 10+.
When we reached bugis, we r hungry, so we decided 2 sneak in food into the ktv. I hid it in my bag, cux it is big...hahas. We managed 2 sneaked in the food...hahas...victory!!!
I tink 2dae is the most fun time we ever had among all our visits to ktv...cux i tink is becux i finish my presentation n jiajia finish her exams. Jiajia n mi were super high, we were like shouting n doing silly actions. But when the reach the slow songs part, i almost slept. Cux i dunno hw sing those songs n jux nw too high liao...tired le. But then in the ending part we were highing again, but then tt stupid top one ad jux pop up on the screen to "inform" us tt...times up...stupid!!!
then we went bugis street 2 pei vc buy tings, then head 2 cwp. After pack food 4 jiajia de sis or dunno hu lah, we went 2 take bus. OMG...the 2 guys behind us were so noisy, n i guy still singing sia...so unplesant 2 the ears!!! I pei jiajia go home...in case tt stupid idiot wierdo ah bu nei nei go disturb jiajia again. But luckily someone is in the lift wif her, so i can an xin go home.
Wat fun fun fun days...HahaX!!! :D
♥I'm Still Going On 11:23 PM
Oh yeah!!! Finally finished wif the presentation...means offically finished SP le. But i still tink i reli sux at presentations...mux improve!!!
So happy 2dae...hahax!!! After presentation, we went 2 cwp 4 movie. Actually wan go find GJ at his work place which at T3 n it's so far...so we drop tt idea. We went 4 dinner 1st, but onli Lindsay n mi eat. Then xx n Jeff was like so damn quiet which make mi sooo uncomfortable watching them like tt...Hais. The movie was so funny but the cinema was so cold, i was shivering like hell. Since it was a last min decision, so i didnt bring my jacket. We went straight home after movie. But i had 2 pack food 4 my ss 1st, so i ask xx n Jeff go home 1st...wondering will something special happen???
So it's the start of holidays...mean relax time or maybe i'll go work? Who noes? Anyway, jux hope tt they 2 can be tgt soon bah!!! Hahax
♥I'm Still Going On 1:00 AM
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Finally finish SP le. Finally can relax liao...eh no...should be after tml's presentation then can relax. The last few mins be4 the deadlines(5pm) was super scary. Suddenly we cant put the files in the disc, i tot it's my laptop's prob, but in the end is the disc prob. Phew...luckily david brought an xtra one. Everyone was so stressed up. Alot of them went down last min 2 print their GDD. But in the end, we onli nid 2 pass up the soft copy of our work. Y they always nvr tell us earlier one?
Hahax...finish work le!!! Holidae coming lo!!! Planned to go singing at fri wif my laopos...n tts wat i call fun!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 10:24 PM
Monday, August 31, 2009
STRESS!!! HEADACHE!!! CRAMPED UP!!!
Project!!! Relationships!!! Even FRIENDS!!!
Feeling very stress n tired n unhappy!!!
I want to scream out loud...want to cry out loud!!! But dunno wat stops mi from doing tt!!!
I want time to stop rite nw at tis moment...jux to let mi hv some time to slp...cux i will nt think of anything except sweet dreams.
♥I'm Still Going On 10:19 PM
Hv we all changed? Y is it tat i feel tt all of us r like strangers or a relationship tt is closer than strangers?
My mood went frm very high in the morning to emoing in the evening.
Special dae 4 mi...cux i'm finally doing work...hahas!!! Chi n Jap characters r so hard 2 draw! I almost gt stiff neck when draw the title. Slacking time starts when i finish drawing...slacked for almost 2hrs n we oso go off so early tt it was onli 6pm when we r outside the sch...hahas
Since we went off early, it's normal tt we reach thr(Dome) earlier. But we waited an hr 4 Jeff's frens. I was so hungry tt i gt no feeling of the hungriness anymore. I ordered seafood tomato pasta n an iced mocha wif galeato(i was struggling whether 2 order or not...since i had no $$). My mocha n pasta was the 1st 2 served...n i had 2 wait while staring at my food n nt being able 2 touch it(it's a torture). The payment was a big mess...some paid xtra...some paid less n some didnt even pay...anyway...jiu shi 乱!
We went Cathay 2 watch whr gt ghost/吓到笑. It already started when we went in...so i tink we missed bout 1/3 of the show. It was so funny...but i was frightened by some of the scenes...especially the red dress fat gal. But the last part was so touching...they tot their deceased mother was trying 2 scare them...but she was actually trying 2 save them. The ng scence was oso damn funny...the indian guy kip pronouced the hokkien word wrongly n everyone was so pek chek.
When we walk out of the cinema, it was 11+pm...damn...i confirm get scolding le!!!
Mum called when i was in the train...she sounded angry...i was so scared sia!!! Luckily when i get home, my dad was onli asking y i didnt called home 2 报平安. Hahas...SAFE
♥I'm Still Going On 1:08 AM
Monday, August 24, 2009
teacher's dae coming lo!!!
Wondering if i could go bak? Should i go bak 2 pri sch or sec sch or both?? But we hv 2 pass up proj by wed...or should i jux miss it n do my work??
Jux another boring dae...holidaes...pls...can u come faster??
♥I'm Still Going On 11:52 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Goin 4 SP 4 4daes le...It will still cont for 1wk+...so bored!!!
It is super duper boring!!! Nth do...so sian...play games...watch movie...then jiu chat chat chat. Super bored...waste time...frm 9am - 6 pm.
Nth 2 write...jux 1 word...BORED!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 8:54 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Yesterday...After CT's early release...i chiong 2 MRT...but when i called VC...she said time change le(walao...nvr tell mi...make mi rush till like tt)
I was the 1st 2 reach cwp(i was suppose 2 be the last). Then Jia came liao...so we when 2 lib 2 start our plan...then we walk 2 mit VC. She very funny sia...i was in front waving at her...she didnt c mi n jux kip walking. Then i jux walk to her front...finally she saw mi...hahas
1st step of the plan is 2 hv lunch wif Bear 1st..so we when mos
2nd step is 2 make her go else whr so tt VC n i can go take the cake n do other tings...so Jia lied 2 Bear say she wan buy foolscap...then i say i wan 2 withdraw $$...so we when seperate ways...but VC reli believe tt i wan 2 withdraw $$...Hahas
3rd step is 2 take the cake n go 2 civic n get ready 4 the suprise...so we when 2 buy plates n fork n most impt...LIGHTER. Then we proceed 2 civic...we put the candles n hid the cake...waiting 4 the lead 2 arrive.
Last step...SURPRISE!!! When we bring out the cake...Bear was shocked n stunned...she sad she didnt anticipated tis(but we kip tinkning tt she had found out)...Then she remained tt stunned look till the end of the day...But everyone were super high...n crazy...maybe except Bear...who was too stunned 2 be high le.
♥I'm Still Going On 3:12 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
或许谈恋爱是件甜蜜的事吧？
想知道。。。想了解。。。想试试看
♥I'm Still Going On 2:20 AM
Monday, August 10, 2009
2dae is a public holidae...so as normal...i went out wif my baobeis.
We were suppose 2 mit at 12 but we met at 12.30 or ++(which is normal). Then we hv lunch at cwp. 2dae train was surprisingly empty...but on the way 2 dhoby ghaut...it's getting more squeezy...luckily many ppl alighted at Orchard.
When we reached PS...it's still quite alot ppl. My sis say PS alot 帅哥...but i dun c quite alot lehx. Then we went 2 Made something Love de...(i dun rmb). Thr de ting super ex. i saw nice one..不舍得买.
PS seems 2 abit boring...so we went ahead 2 Far East. The train still alot ppl...but we managed 2 squeeze in. Actually miting 2 do POGD...but in the end postponed 2 tml...so it means can go shopping le..hahax
Something happened when we were shopping...but i dun wan say lah
n stupid jiajia...come my hse say wan lend shirt...i take out liao then she say dun wan...
Conclusion is...i will nvr be bored or unhappy wif my baobeis...had sooooooooooo much fun 2dae!!!
But wat kips mi goin on is the holidaes after tis wk...Finally can relax. I wan 2 get a job during hols...My banks almost empty le...Sobs
Any job offers...pls pls tell mi!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 12:54 AM
Friday, August 7, 2009
finally change my blog skin le but i still dunno hw 2 put pics on blog...can anyone teach mii?
♥I'm Still Going On 2:48 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
2dae seems 2 be a waste of time
go out 4 bout 4 hrs...but like no progress
haix...someone should be quite sad nw bahx hope tt he can wait lorx...i support u...hahax
♥I'm Still Going On 10:12 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
2dae seems like a long dae!
During VAS, while Soren is goin 2 look at our boards games (grp by grp), we gather 2 chat (since we r so free). Bailin was so 激动when he's toking bout ah bengs, n his actions r so funny. N his ambition is to be a police tt catches onli those bengs.
During lunch, we eat n chat till we 4gotten the time...IT'S 2.30pm...shit...going 2 be late 4 class. (our lesson starts at 3pm) So we rushed 2 popular 2 buy stuf 4 CT, then 2 bus stop. But tt stupid uncle is like deaf one!!! We pressed the bell, but he jux drive past our sch n stops at the nxt stop. So we had 2 walk under the HOT sun...WE'RE GOIN 2 BE LATE!!!
But we 're nt late in the end...Phew...POGD last 4 1 hr...then we went off 1st...as usual.
On the way 2 YOG, the guys n jas, cindy n lindsay was tokin all the way...but i was lookin at the "scenery". N...finally we reached the place...looks new...but stinks! Then we hv 2 listen 2 crap be4 we can look around the place...when someone was whisoering among themselves...tt person crappin was like, "if u kip tokin i could nt go on, after tis u can tok all u wan." I was like WTH...is my ears...i wan listen anot nt ur prob.(but i was nt the one whispering).
Nw 2 the buffet...only 1 word...DISAPPOINTING!!! They say till like those dinner like tt...nid wear smart casual n stuff. We still hv 2 sit on the floor when we're eating! But the mutton rendang is sooooooooo yummy!!!
n hahax...someone gt rejected while asking 4 a gal's no...
Be4 we go home, we saw a very tall building...i tink more then 40 storeys bah...but its condo...we cant go in...haiz. So we went 2 another one which is 30 storey...the scenery was like...WOW...we could even c the sg flyer!
thr r still lots of stuff i didnt write here....too much le...i had so much fun 2dae=)
♥I'm Still Going On 11:37 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
爱情是什么？
它可以是天堂，幸福，快乐等等... 它也可以是地狱，悲伤，痛苦等等...
有的人觉得爱一个人是幸福的。 但，有些人觉得爱一个人是痛苦的。
很多人说，爱情是要争取的。 但是，也有人说，爱情是要靠缘分。 或者，两者都是。
每个人对爱情的定义，可因为所遇到的事情， 而有不同的想法。
♥I'm Still Going On 12:36 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thr r so many inconsiderate ppl in the world
When i went 4 dinner wif Lindsay yesterday...we went 2 BK. But it was full house, so we decide 2 c wat else can we hv 4 dinner. I saw 2 grp of gals(1 grp JC...the other i tink r poly students) almost finish their meals.
We walked round cwp 2 c wat else can we eat, but everywhr is packed wif ppl. So we went up again 2 BK 2 pack dinner home. Finally we found a table.
After we finished, i still saw the 2 grp of gals seating thr...CHIT-CHATTING. Didn't they noe tt other ppl r waiting 4 places 2 seat!!! Hw can they be so inconsiderate? They could seat as long as they want if thr is no one around, but it was dinner time!!!
I wonder wat would they feel when they r looking 4 seats but ppl r still chit-chatting even though they hv finish their meals?
♥I'm Still Going On 9:54 PM
Friday, July 24, 2009
H1N1 seems 2 be more serious le...more ppl around mi is getting sick. Hope tt evryone can take care of themselves
♥I'm Still Going On 12:23 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
爱情能让一个人改变吗？
单恋时：因想让他爱上你而改变。 相恋时：因想留住他而改变。 失恋时：因想忘记他而改变。
但是，改变了自己，能改变事实吗？
♥I'm Still Going On 8:27 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
WOoo... Gt xtra holidae...oso nt holidae lah Is e-learning...sob...still hv 2 wake up at 7+ cux it starts at 8AM!!! Okay lah...at least no nid go sch=)
Anticipating It After redzwan put tat 2e1 pic...seems like everyone wans gathering
wanna chang my skin...but dunno can change wad lehxx c dao nice de but then font so small...hw
♥I'm Still Going On 7:31 PM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
I HATE POLY!!! I HATE 2 GROW UP!!!
cux tings changes
I HATE PPL HU HURT MY FRENX!!!
i jux wan tings back 2 wad they were...maybe i'm e onli 1 hu wans 2 live in e past instead of e present.
It hv been such a long time since i hv update my blog.
Many things hv happen during tis period of time... I had my 1st job.(which i quitted after working onli 8 daes) I was fun but tiring. The customers r soooo irritating n fussy.
1 thing tat been 烦ning so long is BGR... Thr is so mani things i dun understand. -Y ppl can fell in love at 1st sight? -Y do couple quarrels? -Y r thr always misunderstandings? -How do u noe whether u like tat guy? Thr is still lots more qns...is tis kinda of thing complicated or am i complicating things up?
Haiz...i jux hope tat things can go back in time when everyone r jux frenx...onli frenx
♥I'm Still Going On 10:09 PM
Friday, October 31, 2008
Jux 1 more nid memorising de paper le. Time passes so fast.
2dae, they told mi the bio paper was easy. U could score without studying. But it's too late 2 tell mi tis, cux drop le. But it might be easy 4 them bah, cux i dun even noe the basics.
Back 2 topic, after monday's paper jiu no nid study so hard le, can relax le. Wad's ;eft is onli hmt n MCQ 4 comb sci. After 11/11 jiu cant c frenx as often as we do now...so sad!
(Pardon mi 4 my short entries...cux i reli dunno wad 2 write =P)
♥I'm Still Going On 10:21 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Now my mind is all full of formulas n informations. How i wish i could get a brainwash now!
My A. maths is pathetic, i don't even tink i could pass. Reli got no confidence in my o'lvl liao...so cared tat i'll fail. If i fail means my future gone liao...
I reli hope tat time could turn back, back 2 the time when we were in sec 3. When all of us were still 2gether as a class.Time reli flies, Now, we hv graduated!
♥I'm Still Going On 12:25 AM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
U could really c all kinda of ppl in the net.
I met tis 1 guy on hs5. we exchange numbers. After we chat 4 some time, i tink he's quite decent. But as we continue chatting, he started asking things tat i dun really like. I got angry n asked him to stop, then he said he tink he fell in love with mii. I was like 'WHAT THE'! How could a person fall in love with someone whom he had nvr met n only chatted 4 nt even 1 day?
Jux wad exactly is love bout...How does a person fall in love wif another person??
♥I'm Still Going On 1:55 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
Does friendship really last 4eva? I've been pondering ti 4 quite sometime. Is there any relationship other than kinship tat will las 4eva? If there's any, then y do couples get divorced; couples break up n even 断绝关系wif their parents! Although there r some exceptions, but...i really dunno!!!
♥I'm Still Going On 7:52 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Jux wad is lonely...is it when u r with ur friend but u feels tat u r alone...or...when u feels tat u r always left out during chats???
Y when i jux wanna go out with my best friend, there always 1 person who will tag along...i jux dunno y i will feel unhappy with him/her tagging along
Y is it do i feel upset when she decided 2 go out with him/her instead of mi (am i being jealous or jux dun like tat person)
Head bursting soon with all this in my mind...Really feels like crying aloud to 发泄一下.
♥I'm Still Going On 5:26 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
This is seriously my 1st complete blog. Cuz everytime i always gv up halfway b'cuz it's so troublesome. Maybe my nxt post will write bout wad i really feel...God knows!
Grow my hair long enough to curl it [Done]
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
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